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I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect. Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things. don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger. Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has. Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will. something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit. society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous

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I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer

Picture Perfect

Monday, May 17, 2010

Everything is perfect. Well...not everything, but for now, as of right now.
This is perfect.

You
drive
me
insane

The way you hold me, kiss me,
heck...
even the way you smile.
It's like...
the world stops spinning
my heart beats so much faster
everything seems to sound like a soppy love letter
but damn
your smile
you
just
everything

It's making all of this worth while.

The Break Up

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

I am so sorry!
I've betrayed you my beloved blogspot, I betrayed you and cheated on you with...
Tumblr! *dun dun duhhhhhhhhn*
I am really truly sorry, but it's just.
Tumblr is pretty nifty,
don't get me wrong,
I LOVE LOVE LOVE editing HTML and such, but sometimes it gets a little tiring and I want something... something simple.
I know it must hurt, but...

Haha..sorry, I've gotta stop, it sounds like a break up...with a blog.

But tbh, I really won't be using this as much anymore, besides, I doubt anyone even reads this, which is okay, because it is hard to find blogs via blogger (in my opinion).

Place Catchy Title Here

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

To start off, How I Met Your Mother is the best show in the world. Even the jokes they make about Canadians are hilarious. Although, I would love to meet the Canadian who says "aboot" that apparently we all say. Silly Americans...
The jokes about our health care is also pretty awesome, because ours is free haha.

Otherwise, life is okay. Going to a funeral on Friday, which I am not looking forward to. I don't know what it is, but the whole final goodbye thing is what always gets me, even when I hear about the death, it doesn't really hit me until it...well until it hits me or I see it for myself. Death is such a messy business, and yeah I know it's a part of life, but I'm pretty should we could live without it. Haha...g.get it? Live without it? :S
But on the otherhand, I'm not one who is up to living forever either. I think that would be lame, imagine living forever, and watching all the people you knew die... yeah, I know you're thinking about the Green Mile too. Although, the mouse was pretty cool...

Side note: eating the best chicken salad ever...

So this is my first post in March, and I guess I should give a little speal about my love, who at one point, was kind of not my love...nbd.
Actually, there isn't anything to "report" on it or anything, nothings really changed, but we haven't been fighting lately, so I guess that is a change for the better. It's awesome seeing him happy, and the feeling of his arms wrapped around me and just making jokes and stuff.. Haha, I will refrain from gushing on and on about this >< Sometimes he even thinks I'm sappy bahaha.

School is getting out of hand, I am absolutely sure that I am failing math and chemistry and I don't understand anything of what we learn in those classes.
The stress is driving me insane.

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Okay so I lied.
I said that I wouldn't change the layout of my blog anymore.
But, I lied and I'm sorry, I just couldn't help it.

Oh and I sort of started a tumblr...I know, I've cheated on your blogspot, and I want to come back to you.
Tumblr is lame and confusing and gives me no artistic freedom with the layouts.
But you my lovely blogspot. YOU give me the freedom that I need.
So hopefully you'll take me back?

If You Could Read My Mind You'd Be In Tears

Saturday, February 20, 2010

H'okay, so I wrote this poem thingy, and it's not very good, but it turned out better than I thought it would. Don't get mad at me because it doesn't rhyme or anything, but still.

Note that it isn't true but it sort of reflects how I felt at the present moment.

You don't love me

And you never did.

It's been three months since you done called me,

What is it that I had done to make you run?

I gave you my everything and my all

I gave you me

And still every night

I lay awake dying

Waiting to hear your voice

Funny how I used to love you

Breathe you, hold you, know you

But now there is nothing left of you and I

And all that is left is these tears that I cry

Because you lied

Because you told me you loved me

That you would never leave me

That you would always be there for me

But here I am love

You told me you loved me

And you left behind your own son

Valentine's Day

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Valentine's Day, as I saw it before once, was just another holiday to spend money and to have it rubbed in your face that you're single, eating chocolates by yourself...

But, I guess everyone who is single (almost everyone) feels down around this time of year, and that it's probably always significantly better when you have someone special to share it with.

And I know, it may sound like I'm rubbing it in, but let me indulge myself, this is the first Valentine's Day that I have actually had a Valentine, and not even a spur-of-the-moment date, but an actual boyfriend, someone I love and trust and want to spend time.

Yeah, that's the best kind of Valentine.

So let me divulge on how this spectacular day went.

Although it has nothing to do with Valentine's Day, I've started practicing with the concert band that my uncle and his father are a part of, called the Music Society of St. Helen's (may be flipped a bit, it's a porkchop band hehe). But it was really fun, and to my surprise, I was able to play along with most of the songs that were practiced, that is, once I got over my horrified demeanor.

So after the practice, I picked up the love of my life from his house, and we were dropped off at my house. We hung around for a bit, and we decided to go out for dinner at Japanese Buffet, which, is quite delicious actually. After dinner, we watched Avatar, the greatest movie of all time, of all time!!!

Afterwards, we walked home, and this little trek was quite romantic to me, I enjoy late night walks, no matter how cheesy anyone says that is.

The most memorable part of the evening, was when I was laying my head on your chest, listening to your heart beat, and you said something like "I wrote you this song, it only beats for you..." and boy, well, you know my heart only beats for you, and saying that drives me even crazier still for you.

DFTBA and don't forget to love strong.

I Love You

Thursday, January 21, 2010

I love the way you look at me, the way you make me smile. I can't resist your irresistable lips or your eyes, or the softneess of your touch.
I love the way you grab and hold me tight, because it feels like you never really want to let go.
I love the way you into my eyes, and even if I'm upset or hurting, I know that everything will be better because I'm right here with you.
The way you kiss me, says more than words could ever say.
The way you hold me, brush my hair out of my face. The way you ...the way you talk to me, and reassure me even when I don't believe in myself.
I love the way you love me, because you do it better, so much better, than anyone else.