step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer
Isn't That Convenient?
Monday, January 26, 2009
So this day is turning out just wonderful isn't it? Well, for me, not so much, for you, hopefully better.
Ever fell in love with someone, and then they disappear for a long time, and during that time you focus on trying to get over them and maybe go after someone else? Yeah, well that is exactly what I was going through but now, he's coming back to school for second semester.
Could life get anymore complicated? I am seriously into some other guy, and then the love of my life shows up and has to destroy all the progress I have made in the attempt to get over him! Even worse, his best friend really likes me, and I can't handle tearing two friends from each other, it's just not right. I cannot see why any of this should happen, I don't know why he loves me back, when I know we can never really be together.
I am much better off wondering what could have happened, I mean, I think I can live with that...okay so maybe not but there is no way I could live with myself knowing that I tore two friends apart. I don't like when people fight, and it's even worse when they are fighting over you. As chivalrous as that may sound, it is truly not as flattering as in the movies. I cannot imagine the tension I have caused between those two and they have known each other for years! And me, one simple girl, is at the brink of ruining it all. I could never live with myself if that happened.
But still...oh how my heart beats for him...
Wow, that sounded like some sappy love poem..
Z.
