step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer
Be It As I May
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
The title of this blog may or may not be completely irrelovant to it's topic(s) but whatever. I am a little bit distracted, so if none of this makes sense, my apologizes.
So basically this day was decent, just like every other day more or less. Music class was boring as usual, couple of laughs. Religion class with Schiller was okay because we missed have of it watching a video for Development and Peace and I got to catch up on some sleep. Science was same old and Careers was the regular "what the fuck do plan to do with your life" charade.
Ever felt like someone has your heart? It's really hard to explain exactly but if I could make an attempt... It feels like your heart stops beating, all the blood rushes to your face, your toes tingle, you hair stands on end. If they brush by you your skin tingles, if they look at you, your heart drops to the floor. Sorry if that doesn't familiar, but if it does, good you know what it feels like to be fucking confused. Aha, I'm confused often, because as often as I fall for someone, it's even less often I fall in love. To be honest, I've only been in love twice. And both times it never really worked out for me. I've tried to give up but something about guys, especially nice guys. Especially nice guys, with blue eyes and who participate in my favorite sport to watch, just calls out to me if you will. Have I been talking about this one guy for too long? Change of subject is needed.
Friends then....Friends, friends, friends. I must admit I have many friends haha. But I only have a few close group of friends. Some are girls, most are guys. Don't really know why, I find most girtls top be catty and rude. But the girls I am close with are different, they have prespective, they have character and they are smart and know what they are talking about. They don't put people down, they don't start drama, they never talk about me or anyone else behind our backs. It's quite amazing that I can be friends with these people and actually fit in. I hate fitting in most times, but then again, standing out is what I do best. This world needs more people like them. If more people were like them, I think it would be a much better place than it is today. As for my close guy friends, it's endless fun and only a few of them know almost everything about me. Actually, there is just two who know everything about me really. It's funny how they see straight through a fake smile I put on, how they know when I'm upset or hiding something. I love knowing that someone takes the time to care about how I'm feeling today and what I'm doing tomorrow. I rememeber everyone telling that high school would change my life and perspective on life itself. And it truley has, and I really hope that I never lose touch with these people, because I really do love them all. Whenever I think about graduation only being a few years off maybe less, I feel saddened with the thought that I might never see these people again. They have all gotten me through the toughest of times, and oh boy would I miss them all. Yes even fish, [haha].
Okay, beofre the water works begin..
Z.
