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DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.

I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect. Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things. don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger. Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has. Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will. something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit. society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous

The Excitement Of A New Week

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Every time you get near you know who, your heart pounds and your imagination takes over. Is this the real thing that you've been waiting for or just a fantasy. Your feelings and observations need to be evaluated to see if you are wasting your time or if it could be worth waiting for.

That's pretty funny when I read that. It's odd how sometimes my horoscopes are very true, even though I read them for fun just to have a good laugh.

Okay so from what I started with I'm going to go off topic for a bit because this needs to be said (or typed)
FUCK girls and their drama. I believe I have touched on this before but now it's really getting on my nerves. But really, it's not the drama in general, its the fucktards that start drama on fucking FACEBOOK. Like really? As if there wasn't enough of a problem already, you have to post everything on facebook for the entire world to see? Like get a life, or more like it, fight each other, and get the fuck on with life. I basically know what this entire fight is about, so I'll slim it down for you. This one girl...we'll name her Jill was dating...Bill haha. And basically Jill dumped Bill because Bill's an asshole. So now Bill likes Lily, some new girl at our school who already has a bad rep. Now Jill is pissed off at Lily for being friends or "too close of friends" with Bill. [Still with me?] So now some of Lily's friends have taken it upon themselves to start shit with Jill, even though it really was her that started it all and both sides need to shut the fuck up. She dumped him, which means he is free to hang out, date, kiss, fuck BLA BLA BLA whoever the FUCK HE WANTS. And Lilys's friends need to fucking get over themselves and get out of their business because it's basically up to the three of them, and no one else.

Deep breath.

Okay, now I can go back to my little horoscope rant or whatever you may call it [although rant does seem very fitting]. So yeah, I'm so tired of horoscopes bringing false hopes or whatever, sometimes they're like mine yesterday::
You could be feeling especially attractive or friendly or even a bit more frisky! The warmth you radiate is noticed and appreciated. Love, relationships, beauty, and pleasure are emphasized now. A new romance or friendship may ensue or an old or current one may take a new turn for the better.
Read it...... yeah lame right? Nothing like that happened to me, although I wish it did. I want a new romance to ensue! Or an old or current one to take a turn for the better. It happens all the time to other people, why not ever to me?! I love seeing my friends happy, especially if it's like two of my friends getting together or something like that. It's actually a really awesome feeling because you're all "AWWEEE" for a few weeks. But then sometimes I'm like....but what about me? Is there something the matter with me? Do I talk with spinach in my teeth at lunch or something? [HAHAHAHA at the last one]. Wow, I'm whining. Or is it really whining haha? I'm just wondering why the band wagon of love has yet to stop at my door. I've always been the girl that hung out with the guys, they never really saw me for anything else, I was just "one of the guys" and fuck me, I still am! There's one guy I've had my eye on, and don't get me wrong I'm not all that into him, but then again it wouldn't hurt to get to know him better or anything. Seriously, I can't imagine what it would be like living alone forever, although I'm only in high school and I've got a long ways away to think about dying alone or whatever. Wow, let's not get started on that today. Save it for another time. But I do want to ask, what is up with guys? Why do they confuse us so? It's weird because they change their attitude towards us so much it's hard to tell if their being them, or if they like us! There's this guy, and well we used to date and he's acting the same way he was acting back when he liked me, which wasn't that long ago so of course I remember. Now I'm not trying to say he does, but it appears that way. Sometimes I notice that he's different, maybe, more relaxed around me than he is around some of his friends, and he's known them longer than me! Maybe it's silly, maybe it isn't and I just happen to be a very good guesser. Who knows....

I'm going to end this, as I am going out to a dance tour tonight and I don't want to be late.

Z.