step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer
I Keep Telling Myself
Friday, February 6, 2009
Awesome day today. Which is surprising considering how the week has been going.
Girls night out! Sounds cheesy, but really they are quite fantastic. Talked for quite a bit at the coffeeshop after the movie, I enjoy these moments, are cliche as it is, but still it's fun.
A few things have hit me in just a short period of time though, my father is being his usual jerk-self, and pretty soon I'm going to have to move out. I really don't want to move in with Nick because even though his mom loves me, she would definetly not be able to afford keeping a house with one more kid in it. No, I'll find a place eventually...
School isn't going well either, careers class makes me feel like shit because I really have not done anything with my life.
ANDDDD, I had this really bad dream last night which really freaked me out and I woke up in a cold sweat, what a terrible feeling! So basically, I'm walking to school and it's nice a warm outside (compared to the shitty weather lately) and basically these guys pull up to me in a white "rape" van and start asking me for directions to the highway. So basically, the guy driving is someone I've never seen in my life before, but the guy in the passenger seat is the guy who shot Khrys (Chris haha). Well basically the rest of the dream is me freaking out and being all agetated, I hate those dreams, it's stupid, I've come so far trying to put that all behind me and it creeps back at random times.
On a side note- the movie I saw tonight with the girlies was He's Just Not That Into You. Freaking amazing movie for starters. On the otherhand it really has made me think about what I'm going to do about, well, him. The energy I waste on him is obviously not worth it, and maybe he's well, not that into me (haha). I can totally deal with that too, I'm pro at moving on, I've done it all my life. Basically, I'm done with guys in general, they're stupid. It's a waste of my time and heart and whatever else I put into it. Ridiculous
Z.
