step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer
nothing like it
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Ever wonder what is it about your family that makes you literally wanto to jump off the deep end? Like I love kids, I really do, but I have this cousin who is about six-years-old and he really is insane. Throwing things, biting, punching, kicking, screaming and I know you're like "well that's what all kids do." Don't feed me that bullshit. This kid is fucking ridiculous, I don't understand what drives kids to act in this way.Anyways, I won't talk about that since thinking about it makes my head pound.
Today was pretty medicore, had some family over, watched lame youtube videos with my nephew and cousins, and that was pretty much it. Looking forward to school so I can get out of the house [aka hell]. Seriously it's like parents are always on my case about something! I really hope they don't find out about my marks because if they do and my dad gets pissed when he does, then I am so done. They'll probably throw me out of the house for a little while, which sometimes doesn't bother me, only the long ass walks to fucking downtown in the middle of fucking winter. I quite enjoy staying at my friend's house, his mom loves me and we usually stay up all night having people over and partying or just playing video games on xbox live. So really, I can't complain, my parents might think I spend the nights on the streets or somewhere I don't know where they think I am, frankly, I don't even think they care where I go. But when I get thrown out of my house, it's like a mini vacation...well no, an escape from all the crap going on in that shit. I am pretty dissappointed in myself though, I try not to get swept into anything bad, I really do, I'm pretty much clean, actually I'm pretty much straightedge, God knows how long that will last though.
Side note:: I found the world's hardest game. Ironically enough....that's the name of the game haha..Click Here This game is highly addictive. try and see how far you can get, I've reached level seven. XP
Okay, getting back on track here....I have made a recent discovery about myself. I cannot hold a grudge. It's like...utterly impossible! I recently got in this huge fight with some girl, we'll call her....Lauren, and well this girl was way off and what she did to me really could be unforgivable in most people's eyes. So basically, we're friends again 0__o" and I have NO idea how that happened. I really can't hold a grudge forever for some reason, either I don't want to waste the time and energy, or I really don't have a real reason to hate that person. Strange, maybe not normal. Then again nothing about me is normal haha.
Anyways, hitting the hay.. [haha 'hitting the hay'..I sound like my mother]. School tomorrow, even though my semester is a complete joke.
Z.
