step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
oh oh oh
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Oh man, religion project due on Friday, still haven't started my part of the project...SO DEAD.
And on top of that I have a civics test tomorrow, and a chemistry unit test on Thursday
on top of a stupid religion test too. WTH, if grade ten is like this, I am so fucked for grade eleven and twelve...
So there, for once I managed to get over a guy in record time. It took me approximately 16 hours to officially and safely get over him. Even though I am sort of bummed out that it didn't work, it's better than not knowing ever right? I'd rather get this part over with and move on, then get hurt later down the road and like I don't know....
Weather was shitty today, so lame. I liked the sun while it lasted.
I feel like pulling my hair out now, family life has gone down the drain, really need to get a job, there's just so much to do and I can't handle it all by myself.
Got report cards today, sort of pissed off about my marks, fucking careers teacher fucked up every one's marks it's ridiculous. Science, I'm disappointed, but I know I'll be able to pull it up significantly once we start biology it's easy. Religion, meh I thought I was failing, but the shockingly high mark I have in that class (not high - high but higher than I would have thought) is something I cannot complain about. Music, well 90% is pretty fucking awesome, and I believe I can still do better, two instruments, heck yes, my efforts will be duly noted. Hopefully I'll be able to get on honor roll this year, I don't think that will happen though considering my average last semester, 75 not bad, currently mine is 76.8, but I don't see it getting higher to average out both unless I pull some major smart shits.
Excited about one thing though. No actually two things, but I'm not really genuinely excited for one of the things but still, it's something to do. Fitzpatrick Incident show at St.Paul's is tomorrow, I am pretty excited, even if they did bump the price to $10... And on Friday, a party, apparently rumored to be the party to end all parties, but you know, whatever that means. I'm not into the party scene, but it's an excuse to dance, get drunk and get away from my shitty home life.
Alright, it's late. Toodles. (I promise never to say that again).
Z.
