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step into my insanity...

DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.

I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect. Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things. don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger. Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has. Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will. something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit. society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous

I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer

FINALLY HAVE TV HOOKED UP. Thank goodness, I thought I was going to die of boredom in this house, plus I got my actual fast working computer back too so it's all coming together quite nicely. TV is basic cable though...I will miss the 200 channels of movies that we used t o have, and being able to actually see what was on TV instead of looking through channel 5 for fifteen minutes.
Today was an okay day, finished my civics culminating, had a break from science culminating, have to finish that and a religion assignment by Monday. Dun dun dunhhh.

OH and officially, the Pittsburgh Penguins WON
WOOOOOHOOOOOO

Z.

Oh my, the pressure is on! Exams, erm finals are coming up really really fast. And I am no where near ready, I've been procrastinating like a pro it's not really a good thing. Oh well, I am just so happy that summer is basically around the corner. Like a week and a few extra days? Not even. Amazing how time flies.

Z.

P.S. sorry for the short post, too tired lately.

Science culminating is a bitch. Enough said.
Civics culminating is relaxing and easy, get to listen to music while we do it so it's easier to focus, and it's about stuff we know and all, so it's nothing too hard. It's just a lot of writing but then agian, what in high school isn't? (The answer is music class...)

Interesting enough day, nothing new and exciting, had a lame A lunch, and tomorrow will most likely be the same... Blaa.
Just finally finished my overdue civics assignment, glad that's out of the way finally. Hopefully I don't do too bad on it since I kind of rushed on it, not to mention I didn't know what was supposed to be on it because I didn't have the page with me.

So, I have officially decided to finally start writing a novel. I have a pretty good idea for a storyline and all that, so once exams are finished with, I will most definitely get started with that.

Z.

Wow, check my pretty decent mood today, haha. Awesome stuff. I feel like really...weird, giddy, I feel like being random.
So instead of bitching about my day, I'm going to talk about music, youtube, and other entertainment shizz like that. Yes, I did say shizz, and yes, I realize it's not really a word. Stfu.

So basically I've found this one artist named Morgan Laurence whose music is actually pretty fucking fantabulous. I'll post a link a little later on.
Also, one of my favorite bands is coming to play soon, June 27th I believe, Lifestory: Monologue is pretty fucking amazing, their music speaks to people a lot, and I love that the band is really down to earth and into their own music style, not trying to comform to anything else haha. Link again to their myspace will be posted later.
Another favorite band of mine just came out with their new album. There for Tomorrow just released A Little Faster. I downloaded it, yeah thats right I'm broke thus no purchase, but I'm not going to give the website or wherever I may have gotten it, for you know...the purpose of not getting booked.


Oh my, so I found this website, and it basically has every single tv show and like movies and music, although I haven't checked out the movies and music parts yet, known to man. I swear, they have everything, all the seasons and stuff like that. I usually go on it to watch some Criminal Minds just to catch up on some of the episodes, but yeah, it's a pretty good site, check it out sometime.

So I finished reading Paper Towns by John Green, excellent read, really. I just have to read An Abundance of Katherines and then I'd be finished reading all of John Green's novels. Hopefully he writes more, and soon. I am currently reading a Criminal Minds book, yes, I am clearly obsessed with that show, which is alright, it's a healthy obsession haha. I actually am aspiring to become a profiler, of course, Canada does not have an FBI, but still, it would be a cool thing to be. That or a musician, not sure yet. I know, they're two very different things, hard to decide.

So on youtube, well I spend a lot of time on youtube, watching my favorite youtubers like kevjumba, shaycarl, sxephil, charlestrippy, etc. The ones I listed, minus kevjumba, all make daily videos of what they do that day, which I think is cool, and sometimes they actually have really interesting days. Makes me wish that I could film my day sometimes. Although, I would have t invest in a camcorder...hmm...

Speaking of investments, you need money for that...money I do not have...which means... I really should get a job, jeez I'm a lazy bitch.

Z.

OOH, almost forgot those links.
Morgan Laurence
Lifestory: Monologue
Yidio (the website with all the tv episodes)

Enjoyz :)

Go read it, seriously. Possibly one of the best books I have ever read. I actually cried a bit and laughed out loud numerous times...and a book has to be damn funny to make me do that.

Z.

WOOH. I am so sore man, legs are killing me from a bike ride. I am so out of shape it's disgusting. Hung around with a friend, who happens to have the cutest dog in the entire world and it just happened to love me !
Today was an OK day, music was fun, finished religion culminating, although I think with a little more time it could have been a lot better. Science was fun and interesting, learned how to read weather maps and stuff like what you see on the weather channel. Civics was fun, as always I mean of course it is, because I get to flirt and we are allowed to talk and it's just a fun class overall.
Kinda still into the same guy, but not really as interested, I'm just not into the get a boyfriend wave anymore, it's summer, which means I can meet a whole new bunch of people this time, and well, who knows where that can lead?

To update you on the whole fight scene with Rosic, it's not really getting better. He's mad a me because I'm mad and won't tell him why, and it's just a never ending cycle. I'm mad at him for being an asshole and just annoying and shit, and I would tell him that if he would stop avoiding me. And when confronted with this he says he's "giving me time to cool off". TIME TO COOL OFF? Are you fucking kidding me???? This guy thinks he knows me so well that he actually does shit like that. And now he's mad and well, I guess I did flip out on him, I may have told him what he can do to himself and that hate his guts. And sad to say that I said this because I knew it would make him either a) angry b) sad or c) come crawling back apologizing and bullshitting his way until the next fight we have.
I just don't understand that when we are not talking, I want to talk to him that much more. I do not have feelings for him in that way at all, it's too weird. But it's even weirder not talking to him at school or on the phone at home or whatever, I guess because it's been so routine...
But whatever, if he doesn't want to talk to me, fuck him. I'm tired of always apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong. I mean, why should I apologize for me being pissed off? I am only pissed for legitamate reasons, so obviously it's sort of a big deal.

Blahh, so tired of going on and on about this dramatic shit. Excited for the Street Festival tomorrow, We Are Bravest is playing! Aha, hopefully I will get a nice tan...

Z.

So, I moved this week so it's been pretty chaotic and all so really couldn't find the time to write anything you know?
Anyways, nothing really new has happened, got a new haircut whatever. In a fight with Rosic again. Stupid shit, not even important, but I am definitely not apologizing this time, well I shouldn't ever have to since it's always his fault!
Blahh, culminating and exams, fucking shit, so exhausting and I'm worried about my marks, well not really I am just afraid on how I am going to do on the exams this year.
Music is going well, getting a 90, playing trombone and trumpet. Fun fun. Also teaching myself how to play guitar, not very good yet, can only play a few songs haha.

Exciting stuff, Street Fest/Fair is on Saturday so I'm planning on going with a bunch of friends, should be uber fun. (Yeah, uber.) Stoked, fresh, trippy. Get it out of your system bud.

Z.

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