step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
I'm Ready to Drop
Friday, June 5, 2009
WOOH. I am so sore man, legs are killing me from a bike ride. I am
so out of shape it's disgusting. Hung around with a friend, who happens to have the
cutest dog in the entire world and it just happened to love me !
Today was an OK day, music was fun, finished religion culminating, although I think with a little more time it could have been a lot better. Science was fun and interesting, learned how to read weather maps and stuff like what you see on the weather channel. Civics was fun, as always I mean of course it is, because I get to flirt and we are allowed to talk and it's just a fun class overall.
Kinda still into the same guy, but not really as interested, I'm just not into the get a boyfriend wave anymore, it's summer, which means I can meet a whole new bunch of people this time, and well, who knows where that can lead?
To update you on the whole fight scene with Rosic, it's not really getting better. He's mad a me because I'm mad and won't tell him why, and it's just a never ending cycle. I'm mad at him for being an asshole and just annoying and shit, and I would tell him that if he would stop avoiding me. And when confronted with this he says he's "giving me time to cool off".
TIME TO COOL OFF? Are you fucking
kidding me???? This guy thinks he knows me so well that he actually does shit like that. And now he's mad and well, I guess I did flip out on him, I may have told him what he can do to himself and that hate his guts. And sad to say that I said this because I knew it would make him either a) angry b) sad or c) come crawling back apologizing and bullshitting his way until the next fight we have.
I just don't understand that when we are not talking, I
want to talk to him that much more. I do not have feelings for him in that way at all, it's too weird. But it's even weirder not talking to him at school or on the phone at home or whatever, I guess because it's been so routine...
But whatever, if he doesn't want to talk to me, fuck him. I'm tired of always apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong. I mean, why should I apologize for me being pissed off? I am only pissed for legitamate reasons, so obviously it's sort of a big deal.
Blahh, so tired of going on and on about this dramatic shit. Excited for the Street Festival tomorrow, We Are Bravest is playing! Aha, hopefully I will get a nice tan...
Z.
