step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer
Changes
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
I feel like everything is going well. Minus the stress of school, trying to make sure I get exceptional marks and keep them that way is really dragging me down and pulling at my energy lately. Few break downs have occurred.
Mr.A yelled at me the other day, and I tried to pretend like I wasn't scared of him or at all intimidated, so instead of standing tall and strong, I started to cry. Fuck. Now I'm going to be one of the kids that he talks about like he does with us one day, the kid who was stubborn but a great kid, haha, those stories are always funny.
I was reading this book today, and it started off with this lady getting married to the love of her life, and the way she was, all nervous but like a happy nervous, it made me even more excited for marriage. I can't wait to walk down the isle, and get to look at someone who (hopefully) will be smiling at me, that someone that I get to spend the rest of my life with. I know it's weird, but I can't wait.
Some more good news, I am most likely going on two school trips this year! The band trip to Cleveland and then the history and law trip to New York! I've always wanted to go to NY, and well I've never really been to the states, so it should be a fun new experience. Really excited for that, hopefully my dad pulls through and doesn't chince out on me.
Joining a shit load of clubs this year, I need to get a whole bunch of extra curriculars so that my university applications look really good. I need those few extra things that can help me out, but I know I'll figure it out, not to be swollen with pride or anything, but I know I can do it. My mom says that I can do anything I want, and I will.
Looking forward to the party on Friday, well it's more like dinner and a movie, but it's for a friend and it'll be like a party, a birthday party. I know it's no jam or whatever, but of course, I can't wait for my mom to go places this year so I can throw some crazy parties myself, the house is big enough, and no one would be around much really, so it's perfect.
DFTBA.
