step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer
The Darker the Secret, the Harder You'll Keep It...
Saturday, November 21, 2009
"My stupid mouth, has got me in trouble, I said too much again..."
So today was uneventful and just plain lame.
Did a lot of thinking today, mostly about the current situation, I'm worried about dealing with this crap on Monday, I'm dreading fourth period. I'm dreading third as well, which is my favorite class. I can't believe I'm letting one person ruin my day, my entire weekend and now school.
I am not supposed to feel safe everywhere I go? Should I be able to keep and confide secrets, and not have them acknowledged to the world? Broadcasted? Fuck.
I hate myself for ever trusting that kid.
But enough about it. I won't let this take over my life, I won't get angry anymore, I won't take it out on myself either, because that is just letting them win.
Now...I cannot think of anything to talk about. Darn.
So I heard you like mudkips? LOL!
I should try getting to bed earlier. Last night I went to sleep around midnight, and didn't wake up until around one! Is that healthy?
Something I need to get off my chest. I'm pretty pissed that my article hasn't been posted on the school website. Dammit, I'm pissed. I stood out in the fucking rain and freezing cold to watch that damn game and stayed up really late to finish it. Dammit, dammit, dammit.
I'm done with this. It pisses me off, because also, I don't even have an article to write this month, because apparently I am easily forgotten about. It's ridiculous. Plus, I'm the only one who knows about football, so who else could have written that shit? I don't understand it anymore, I'm pretty much done dealing with all of this. I hate putting in effort and getting nothing in return, no regards or even something to feel accomplished about.
Great. Now I'm in a 'polly pissy pants' mood again.
DFTBA...
