step into my insanity...
DISCLAIMER:: Do not read if you have eleven toes. Serious side effects may include: raging and trolling.
I say never be complete. I say stop being perfect.
Everyone needs to stop breaking everything down into their ugliest parts and explaining things.
don’t see things for each microscopic atom that makes itself into something so much larger.
Whoever made them, made them impossible to see, so obviously they aren't meant to be. try to go places that you’ve never been allowed to, to see things that no one else ever has.
Fact is, we will die. But the goal isn't to live forever, the goal is to create something that will.
something like a landmark, a piece of art, or even just a memory, as long as you get credit.
society is making an ideal picture that i don’t want to be apart of.-Crystal Bassous
I am a free willed type of person who creates styles for the fun of it;
A human dynamite, don't trigger me- I may explode anytime.
AN EXQUISITE ELEMENT of the periodic table, unlikely you'll ever know.
I hate people who do not study for exams, you need to work for what you want.
optimistic, there'll always be a rainbow after a rain, no matter how aggressive the rain is, just look for that silver lining in life.
Nothing can stop me from reaching my dreams !
Sometimes I can be a little crazy , okay.. insane
What's my secret to happiness? Music, family, friends and love ♪ just press play . ►
Sarah
Sixteen.
Canadian.Portuguese.Guyanese.
Scorpio.
Catholic.
Musician./Photographer/Doodler/Writer
Sunday, January 3, 2010
This year hasn't started off as spectacular as I thought it would have. I feel like shit, like...I can't stop crying, I can't get inspired to do anything productive, when I do do something, I'm zoned out and not into it at all. I can't shake this feeling off. What's worse, for some reason I feel like my relationship isn't going well, most likely because of the way I am feeling right now, that is probably effecting it. There might not even be anything wrong, but I have this nagging feeling that there might be, and no one is going to tell me anything anytime soon. I want to talk to him about this, but sometimes he doesn't listen, or I get so upset over...to be honest, nothing, and there is no communication. We can't really talk like adults, and it worries me, but I think that that will pass eventually, it's just a little rut, I think. No, I hope.
I don't know how to talk about this with him, I don't what to say exactly to express how I feel, I just feel, that we're so routine now and it's...boring? No. I don't know exactly what it is anymore. Maybe it's just this rut I am in personally that is making me feel this way, and when I think about it, it does make a lot of sense.
So I don't really know what I'm going to do about it right now...we will see how I try and get out of this stupid, stupid problem with my emotions. This should be a great year, but right now, I seem to be holding myself back, I need more motiviation, I need...I don't know what I need.
